wow.

amazing.
thats all i have been feeling lately.

Ever since Friday my talk with Mike, and seeing a lot of people i have not seen in a long time.
up until the last couple weeks i have felt completely lost, not know what i want to do, where i want to be, who i want to keep in my life. In the last few weeks, i have been thinking, what do i want to do with my life, and all that comes to mind even over music is COOKING!, when i cook, i am the happiest i will ever be, i want to cook for the world, own a restaurant that even the homeless can come enjoy, and have a good full home cooked meal. i want to learn to cook foods from all around the world, and bring them to my friends. and let the enjoy my creations as much as i enjoy there music. Most of my friends, play amazing music, sing, write, do art. THIS IS MY MUSIC,THIS IS MY ART, I WANT TO CREATE DISH'S .

Friday-Sorry i know i am everywhere with this. I talked with Mike(for today!) and we talked about life, this is a person i have known for a long time, and i see him about maybe once or twice every two or three months being as he is always on tour. but when i do see him, we talk, not just how youve been chats, REAL TALK! talk about life, he talks about his faith, i talk about what i have been feeling, that i have been lost. that i have felt the worse i have in a long time, and friday we talked, and just by having him listen everything came into full effect. i will get better, my DREAMS will come true. at this show i also became ruinited with a old friend Caitlyn. and as of today all i can say is

WOW!

we have talked everyday sense cought up. and i feel like we where long lost friends. i have been able to talk to her about everything, just as much as i talk to morgan about, she is young, but has been through more than a alot of people i know. she has opened my eyes, and showed me that everything happens for a reason.
please dont get the wrong idea with this thou, she is a friend, an amazing friend.

i "started" work today. PAPPERRR WORRKSS!

BOO!

i am now in the market for a home. to call my own for good.

To You:
Inspire Me.
Teach Me.
Give me Hope.
You are Beautiful.
You Are Amazing.
Nothing about is bad.
Your everything i want in a Woman.

goodday bloggyy world.

ZACCCCCCCCCCYYYYY HUBBBBSSS!

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